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alien youth; TAKING OVER
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Breakdowns possible Breakthrough [28 Apr 2005|09:53am]

What can I say? This journey has been rough, but thankfully I haven't seen half the things so many other people witness day to day. My life is only hardship to my own eyes, truly there are people out there in greater struggle. I know that our struggles are equal, they just have a different groove in everyone's lives. Some know death as their last name, others know abuse as their supporter; there are so many more hardships in the waters of our lives. "And as we float by each other, we come to know each other."

I get so caught up in my own life, I sit here worrying about my troubles. I soon forget that there are those in this world that are in need of people, and yet I long for people in my despair. It would only take me a minute to open my heart to someone, maybe I'd even learn something myself? Ohh My heart of little faith, I've forgotten that we're all equally effected.

It only does take a simple action to "throw the ball in their court," whatever they do with it is up to them. Still, stand by the courtside and think about them, maybe they're in need of another whistle blow? After all, who knows what this experience will even bring to your own 'timeout.'

It's definitely a tough, rough, uneasy life. We do try to make the best of it, to the best of our abilites. But in every single person's life, they will taste breakdown, and we must be there for them in great hopes that they'd only be there for us. Still, someone must start the acknowledgement.

...And I'll say this out loud, as much as I trust you would be there for me... I too am here for you.
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005 [02 Apr 2005|10:31pm]

We are united land to land, borders to borders. Even the Islands that are separated by water still are one, because water is our greatest source, we live by it.

Out of reach from mankind's rules, we are one people. We are brothers and sisters, leading this life until we depart for the new. Not even the greatest acre can keep us divided. Do we ever think about those around us who are not accepted? Who have been cast away from every place because of their colour or religion? Do we ever wonder what they must be feeling, and how easy it can be for things to turn on us, and even have us become rejected?

It's a world that has become it's greatest critic, and still what critics accept to themselves still doesn't hold volume in a unity of people. We cannot be judged by any man, no boss, no company, and not even by the ultimate ignorant. We are a great people, all of us and we must live knowing we are worth it.

What makes those feel they must hate people for colour, religion and all things that we are hated for? We know the answers in our hearts, but what are the actions we shall take against what we can do? After all, we do hold so many answers within our every heart and soul.

Weeping [01 Apr 2005|04:13am]

The times I spent away from the realization of today, became so huge that I could only understand it, when it was too late. Have I truly wasted my time of youth? I remember times I haven't felt since then, the times that sheltered me in a happiness I still cannot forget to this day. In fact, I write this because I still remember.

We can look into a memory, and see it as if it's right in front of our face, a vision even! These great memories lock themselves within us, and we remember.

It felt welcomed, it felt bright, if felt real, but no matter, these are our dearest memories. They say "we must look to the now, and focus by moment", but I still miss those amazing memories that I cannot forget, only a perfect me could shut down my human nature.

I weep; but because one who weeps shows their living heart, neither blackened nor gold, but their humanness in one form.

It's true, we do struggle and contend versus our highs and our lows. We are human, and even God in human form hurt. We must try to understand that we can make the moment for today, if only we make ourselves available to this idea. I struggle within it, but there is hope through it. We reach ourselves to God.


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